Fuck fuck fuck is what I feel right now how can one person keep trying to get something or make something out god knows what to just argue with you! Jealous I love this man to death and I will eat what comes my way because it’s petty and I am above it but damn ! I just wanna smack him and laugh because like what the fuck! Like Kevin hart says “say something else- and I’m smacking the shit out of you- allstar live” movie time since I decided to hop in my sons bed while he is sick to just get away from letting it get worse -_-

see everytime i wanna type what i truly feel i cant, when i wanna speak how i feel i cant, i can tell you how it is if you take me out my character, but when it comes to me telling my feelings its impossible; i have the right mind set to do what i want but you know when you put up that wall,well i want to break through it for i can not be misunderstood anymore. i hate rambling.

WEiRD way to wake up, but my son& the clean laundry that needs to be put away shall distract me of even being mad,..start work/extern finally at the doctors office..finally after months of school and the struggle i went through it can start all falling togetheir even though i am becoming a bit impatient..birthday is friday have no idea what my plans are..but its gonna be something spectacular♥  well child is calling ta-ta